Thankful for Family

I still don't think it's really sunk in that dad has passed on. I know he is, but he has been so sick for so long it sorta still feels like he is just in the home. Then I start really thinking about it and realize...I can't just go and see him anymore and that he can't see Addie. Makes me very sad. I have to remind myself that he is so much happier now and that he can walk and talk and do so much more than he could here on earth. That makes me happy and I someday will be able to meet and see dad the way he truly is that his body wouldn't allow him to. Life is hard and unfair but also a blessing. This past year has been a hard one and even harder now that dad is gone. Every time I would visit him in the home or hospital it would just break my heart. I could tell all he wanted to be with his kids and grandkids. Had to love his stubbornness even though it drove me crazy at times. I love my dad and always will.